i don't even know where to begin

2008-12-20T14:03:00.000-08:00

where is the love that i believed i had found in you
your words kill the innocence that was once embedded in my soul
where do i stray to when my heart is to tender
every soft word, every little lie is told
into the arms of men who have a sole purpose of one.
the arms of men who lie despite of the light that shines through my eyes
at the simplest of a touch,
long gone i say are the days of my naive ways
but here still i stand looking at you waiting,
waiting for you to come to me
but you won't the world has a grasp that my love cannot break
so i will wait
wait for him, wait for him
the one to hold me close and never let me go
the Alpha Male, big, strong, bold, and brave
i will wait until you come to me
through rain and snow
from summer to spring
and over again.
Many moons will pass and my yearning will grow stronger
the nights will become harder and my cheeks will be stained
with the tears of love to come.
Pain is expected,
but my love will never falter
he will know that the tears were for him
he will know the love that burns in my heart
the heat from my body and soul will connect and create the passion meant for a man and woman
He will explore the inner depths of my sexuality
i will never leave the loving embrace of his arms
like to strong branches from the oldest tree
rippled and black like the midnight sky
Come to me love and do not hesitate
My love i am here waiting on you.

..Cs0l0VElY..

i don't even know where to begin